it's been a pretty long time since i was last here.
and according to my tradition, this blog was supposed to be updated in chinese, but as our CPU got changed, there is currently no chinese, so yep can only type in english. D:
today is ah peh's first death anniversary.
sad and empty was all i felt today, and nothing else could really better describe my feelings i guess. im not to the extent that im bawling my eyes out like last year, but then somehow, it feels really empty, without ah ma, without ah peh. Even after 1 year. it still feels that way. the only time i cried/teared, was when 1st Kim Po and 2nd Kim Po came. they remind me of ah ma, really. i mean afterall, they are from the same generation and ever since ah ma left, they are the only eldest "mums" left. i dont know. this post doesnt even seem coherent now. im just blabbering whatever that is coming to my mind. -.-"
oh wells, the whole thing went quite well. :D the house was burnt really carefully and everything was smooth.
then on the way back to ah peh's house, 2nd aunt and mum was just talking about how fatherly ah peh was, and i teared again. D:
i really miss them so.
HOW...?
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